Welcome to the runner’s high. Welcome to the exhilaration of running. Welcome to the feeling of running with
wings on my feet. Welcome to easy
breathing, effortless running.
Welcome, welcome, welcome.
Three weeks or so ago, I joined the ranks of runners who
have experienced runner’s high. It
was my long distance, easy-paced run of the week, the run in which I keep my
heart rate around an average of 70% for the duration of the run. My distance was 14.5 miles; my longest
run up to that date. When I reached
the seven-mile mark, my heart rate adjusted down to about 50% and my breathing
became incredibly easy. My legs
and body felt light as a feather and my stride length was good. Even on the hills, my breathing
remained open and easy and my heart rate continued hovering around the 50%
mark.
My pace went from sub-14:00 and sub-13:00 min/miles to
sub-11:00 min/miles. My typical
long-distance run times hover around a 12:30 min/mile average, sometimes a
little slower, sometimes a little faster depending upon the outside
temperatures, my level of nutrition and hydration that day and how much rest I
was able to get the night before.
Of course, other factors can be involved, as well, but they are too
numerous to list. Suffice it to
say, this was not an average day for me.
As I ran, I began to wonder if/when I was going to bonk and how long I
could possibly keep up a pace of sub-11:00 min/mile. Thankfully, I remembered I was supposed to be enjoying the
experience instead of questioning it, so I let those thoughts go and put all of
myself into the moment, allowing the exhilaration to overcome my entire being.
I know some of the drivers I passed while in miles 8 and 9
must have thought I was completely crazy because I was grinning like a banshee
the entire time. It felt so
good, I even laughed out loud a few times! I could hardly contain my excitement. As I settled into that sub-11:00 pace,
my stride felt perfect, my footfalls excellent. Nothing hurt.
Nothing felt tired or worn.
My body felt alive. My mental
state was heightened. My spirit
soared. Emotionally, I was so
happy and excited, I could have cried.
I don’t know that someone who doesn’t run or who runs only
recreationally would or could understand that emotional state in terms of
running. I couldn’t have before I
experienced it myself. Those of
you who run religiously and who have experienced the runner’s high can possibly
identify with my experience. I
would love to read about some of your experiences in the comment section of
this post!
I completed my run feeling as though I could have continued
running. I don’t know how far or
how fast, but I was still in the runner’s high when I finished. Because I was already almost a mile and
a half over my previous longest run, I thought it best to finish my run as I
had planned so I could run the next day and the day after that. I was able to do just that, continuing
my training as planned since then.
Sadly, I have yet to experience runner’s high again. I know I will as I continue running and
increasing my distances, but I’m sure you can imagine my disappointment when I
went out for my next long-distance run of 15.8 miles and didn’t experience
anything close to it. In fact, I
went through the exact opposite.
By mile 10, everything hurt from my feet to my shoulders. At mile 12, were it not for my
17-year-old son joining me for the final 5.5 miles, I would have quit. I even called home to see if my husband
had returned from his run, yet, so he could come pick me up. Fortunately, he wasn’t home and I had
to persevere. By mile 13, I was
walking. My left foot ached. My legs felt like lead. My lungs hurt. Somewhere between 13 and 13.25 miles,
something switched inside me and I started running again. It still hurt. My legs still felt beyond heavy. My lungs still burned. But, I ran. I ran the rest of the way home. My son stayed with me the entire time and I am so grateful
he did. He helped keep me
motivated and moving. I also kept
reminding myself that it was about putting one foot in front of the other. One foot in front of the other until
you reach the finish. And, reach
the finish, I did. I was
exhausted. I ached. My entire being was fatigued. However, my spirit soared much as it
did the previous week when everything felt wonderful. I learned a valuable lesson that day. I learned I can. With determination and
a strong will, I can.
I also learned that runner’s high cannot be willed or wished
into play. It will happen when it
does. And, I learned, again,
that the difficult runs help me appreciate the good runs. Even though, when in the midst of a
hard run, it can feel like an eternity, when it is over, I recover and I
appreciate the difficulty of it because I did it, in spite of how hard it felt. I conquered it and became stronger for
it. Isn’t that what so much of
running is about? Learning more
about who we are, how strong we really are, how much potential is really inside
of us, and the growth that comes in that.
I won’t lie to you…I can’t wait to experience runner’s high
again. There is nothing quite like
it. I will also tell you I don’t
necessarily look forward to the next time I have a difficult run. But, both experiences are part of the
process and I appreciate the value of both.
Do you have areas in
your life in which you appreciate both the difficult and the easy aspects? How do you balance the two? Do you ever struggle with appreciating
the difficult aspects, especially when in the midst of a difficult situation?